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    6/22/2008

    science of love

     
    leave me alone and dont say anything about love
     
    your love is toooooooooooooooooo heavy
     
    Warning !!! Mr.B was is will be your poison
     
    Give me an opportunity to forgive myself
     
     
     
     
    questions of science  science and progress
    dont know me or the science of love
    ...
     
    6/20/2008

    某种依赖

     
     
     
    我可以为减肥不吃饭 但是我不能不听歌
     
     
    * The Scientist -- Coldplay
    * Bad Day -- Daniel Powter
    * Where'd You Go -- Fort Minor/Holly Brook & Jonah Matranga
    * lucky -- feat. colbie caillat
    * Stop Crying Your Heart Out -- Oasis
    * Creep -- Radiohead
    * Apologize -- Timbaland
    * Bitter Sweet Symphony -- The Verve
    * 儿歌 -- 张悬
     
     
     
    6/18/2008

    恐惧

     
     
    低头 窥探自己的心 血液还是那样的鲜红么
    一不留神的变化也许让人有些触目惊心
    肮脏 丑陋 自私 贪婪 充斥着它的全部
     
    在矛盾中挣扎 寻找一个合理的出口
    至少从你的角度来看是合理的
    感觉左边胸腔的压力越来越大
    整个心脏都扭曲到了一起 痛
    不可名状的难受 却无法停止下来
     
    大脑在飞速的旋转 你可以感觉到它在运动 却不知道它到底在想什么
    太多错综复杂纠结到一起 就想一张无形的网罩住了你 越来越紧 让你窒息
     
    我恐惧了 在窥探到内心深处的一刻 罪恶感油然而生
    也许就像佛祖说的 我这辈子也不可能大彻大悟 遁入空门
    可是这副人肉皮囊又和行尸走兽有何区别呢
     
    就让天收了我吧 在那里我可以慢慢的平息恐惧 在那里我可以慢慢偿还我的罪孽
    就让天收了我吧 在那里我可以不再去伤害 不再去夺取 不再 不再 不再 ... 不再恐惧
    6/16/2008

    音乐 缘分 努力

     
    还记得这首歌么
    整理歌曲的时候再次听起
    唤起我对过去的回忆
    没错 因为这首歌 我记住了你
     
     
     Where'd you go?
    你去了哪里
    I miss you so,
    我很想你
    Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone.
    看起来你似乎已经永远的离去
     
    一起努力吧 不抛弃 不放弃 开心快乐的走下去
    ......

    She said "Some days I feel like shit,
    Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
    I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
    I get along but the trips always feel so long,
    And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
    'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
    But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
    But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
    So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
    That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
    Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
    Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

    I miss you so,
    Seems like it's been forever,
    That you've been gone.
    Where'd you go?
    I miss you so,
    Seems like it's been forever,
    That you've been gone,
    Please come back home...

    You know the place where you used to live,
    Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
    Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
    But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
    Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
    With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
    I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
    You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
    And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
    That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
    Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
    Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

    I miss you so,
    Seems like it's been forever,
    That you've been gone.
    Where'd you go?
    I miss you so,
    Seems like it's been forever,
    That you've been gone,
    Please come back home...

    I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
    That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
    Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
    For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
    It seems one thing has been true all along,
    You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
    I guess I've had it with you and your career,
    When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...

    Where'd you go?
    I miss you so,
    Seems like it's been forever,
    That you've been gone.
    Where'd you go?
    I miss you so,
    Seems like it's been forever,
    That you've been gone,
    Please come back home

    ...
     
        

    6/12/2008

    在别人的眼里

    “ .....  
    其实以前一直没有和你里聊天
    我以为你会是一个比较"冷淡"的人
    过于理智 但却又过于感性  比较偏执的一个人
    但是聊天过后
    我确定你是感性过于理性的人
    甚至于比平常人更需要一种"安全感"
    从未感觉到一个男性  会对"依赖"有如此的渴望
    不是你依赖别人  而是希望有一个人以你为巢
    你会从对方的依赖 以及对方获取安全感的眼神与举动中体味到自身价值

    是个好男人的标准  天生是有那种照顾 保护 宠溺别人的欲望~
     哥~我跟你打赌~你这辈子如果不"幸福"~你找我算账~!
     .....  ”
     
     
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    谢谢你了:)
    6/9/2008

    选择

     
     
     
    此生得你一知己足矣
    6/6/2008

    Notice !

     
    臭美够了臭美够了
    low key low key
    o(∩_∩)o
     
     
     
    !!!... !!!
     
    Wishes Please Wishes Please Wishes Please Wishes Please
    6/5/2008

    接下来的日子

     

    6月8号开始进入欧洲杯时间

    享受足球和Exeter美丽的夏天

    o(∩_∩)o

      

     

    This Stage Belongs to Man

    6/3/2008

    涅槃

     
    肆虐的滋生 扭曲的伸展
    灵魂出窍
    任由它飘向天际
    I am a creep
    I am a weirdo
    Wat the hell am i doing here
    I want a perfect soul
     
    心被掏空
     
    闭上眼睛
    整个人顺着窗户随着音乐飘出
    我荡漾在Exeter的上空
    渐渐的
    我看到了全部英伦小岛
    我继续着我的飘离
    远离那个蓝色的球体
    I don't belong here
    I don't belong here
    迎面飞来一颗流星
    我拼命的想挪动身体
    可是动弹不得
    我躲不开
    我真的就要这样的离开
    流星越来越近
    10
    9
    8
    7
    6
    5
    4
    3
    2
    1
    碰撞
    毁灭
    化为尘埃
    告别这里的一切
     
     
     
     
     
     
    我坐在流星上欣赏着沿途的风景
    带我回家
    告别转瞬即逝的美丽
     
    I wanna go home
    wanna go home
     
     I don't belong here
    I don't belong here
     
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